A Question

“Why are you inlove with him?”

A sudden question coming from a friend,

Left me strucked, I’m unable to answer

And then, I realized a moment later

After wondering and wondering why

This guy that I haven’t consider before,

Is the sole reason I am writing here.

“So why are you inlove with him?”

I love him, for he is him,

I love him, because nobody’s like him,

I love him, because it’s easier than hating him,

And I love him, not for everything he has in him,

But because of everything he wasn’t, and he’s working for it.

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Repeated

I took the risk and told you the secret.

I told you I’m not ready to be rejected.

I told you I’m scared.

I told you I don’t want to get hurt again.

I told you I wasn’t ready for the pain.

So, I took the risk and told you my feelings.

I told you how you made my heart skip a beat.

I told you how you made my day.

I told you how you made me smile.

I told you how you gave me life.

So, I took the risk and told you my plans.

I told you we have dreams.

I told you I can’t focus.

I told you I have to.

But, you told me it’s for the best.

You told me you appreciated the rest.

You told me we’re better off as this.

You told me that time will tell.

You told me to just move on.

You told me to let go.

But, I never told you how it hurts.

I never told you how I regretted.

I never told you how it’s painful.

I never told you how I’m sad.

I never told you how I missed you.

I never told you how I wanted to talk to you.

Then, I wanted to hate you.

I wanted to forget you.

I wanted to stop seeing you.

I wanted to stop waiting for you.

I wanted to stop regretting.

I wanted to feel okay.

I wanted to put back the pieces.

But, I wanted you.

I wanted to remember you.

I wanted to see you.

I wanted to wait for you.

I wanted to appreciate you.

I wanted you to feel okay.

I wanted you to put back the pieces.

So, I wish I haven’t felt what I felt.

I wished I haven’t done what I’ve done.

I wished I never loved how I loved.

I wished I haven’t said what I’ve said.

But things happened, and moments are gone.

I have chosen my path, a journey to run.

When the time is right and prevailing,

I hope you could be the one.

Emotions

I’m happy,

Really happy.

I saw a tree,

Very sturdy,

It makes me happy.

I’m mad,

And it’s not so fab.

Happiness was robbed,

Oh my, another prob.

I’m disgusted,

It’s dead.

The blood is red,

I’m disgusted.

I’m alive,

It’s morning and five.

I’m so naive,

Why did I dive?

I’m sad,

And it’s bad.

It’s all I had,

Now it’s sad.

I’ve tried,

I even lied,

Now I cannot hide;

I died, no-

Emotions die.

Generation X

This society is a mess

A generation of youth, full of haste

Judging all the recent geste

This world will slowly fall to rest.

“Do what you want” is what they say

Life’s too short, you can’t have it anyway

Might as well spoil whatever you see

For the children of tomorrow will still be in misery.

Time and time, as days passes by,

Buildings rises as resources decreases.

The world may need our moral upbringings,

But the human race is slowly dying.

Winter

It’s 2am and I’m writing,

My mind is a mess, thoughts are bothering.

So I decided to maybe write something for you,

Can’t deny the fact that I already miss you.

Not a letter, but a poem instead,

I know the previous one was a really long read.

Shall I begin with “are you okay?”

‘Cause technically I don’t know what to say.

I have seen your name everyday, on my list of chats,

But I can’t tap your name and do the math

I wanna talk to you, God knows how I wanted to

But life has its way of keeping me away from you.

Nevertheless, I hope you’re doing good,

We’re so far, and we never talk for good.

But even though you’re away and silent,

My heart will always be on you.

Oh, It’s cold and it’s raining outside,

I thought of skipping my class and hide.

This love that begins mid-summer,

Will this be continued ’til winter?